I want to protect you
My dearest, it’s Mommy.
I’ve seen parts of life you haven’t,
some still beautiful in your eyes,
others I wish you’d never have to walk.
Oh, my tiny stars, how deeply I love you.
One day, your eyes will open
to the cruelty of this world,
and when that day comes,
I want to hold your hand
and say,
“I’ve got you.”
I want to save you
from anything that could tear you apart
or break your little hearts.
You mean everything to me.
You are a part of me
I never want to see broken.
To you, I want to be the pillar that never cracks,
the anchor that keeps you steady.
You’ve seen parts of me that are broken,
you’ve seen Mommy cry,
but your presence brings me hope.
I want to protect you
from harsh words,
from the weapons life throws your way.
Oh, my dearest,
Mommy never had the best upbringing,
but yours will be different.
I see strong young angels in you,
unbroken and blessed.
You are the best part of me,
and by breaking the cycle,
I vow to raise you better.
In every difficult moment,
you’ll find me guiding you.
In every achievement,
I will celebrate with you.
In every failure,
I’ll encourage you and lift you up.
For all your life,
I will be your Mommy,
your broken Mommy who is still your pillar and anchor.
I will protect you, my dearest.
So, when I leave this world,
wonderful angels will remain.
No one was there to protect me,
but I will protect you.
